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Witness the Mayhem
Hey! Name's Phillipa. You have found yourself in my own bizarre little world. The world of a young woman with many obsessions. These obsessions frequently change, but some things will always stay the same. Enjoy your stay.
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Hello, it's Mz Hyde

zealouscorgi:

i forgot what i was doing

saw a gif of this but i can’t remember where i saw it fff if anyone knows, please tell me!
EDIT: FOUND IT

People who play video games often are much more likely to have lucid dreams than non-gamers.

psychofactz:

They were also better able to influence their dream worlds, as if controlling a video-game character.

Here’s how to lucid dream.

Read more?

Sorry but this is a whole lotta nope. Sleep paralysis is one of the most terrifying things a person can experience. You hallucinate HORRIBLE and petrifying things. I’ve only ever had it once and I knew that I should never open my eyes if I can’t move. But it felt like something was TRYING TO GET INTO MY BED WITH ME. I was honestly so scared but so thankful to have read what you need to do if you have a sleep paralysis attack. Do not ever try to make yourself go into sleep paralysis.

  #I had to rant sorry  

Actions speak louder than words, right?

…So what would it say to someone about me if they knew that before I left my room earlier, I put concealer around my eyes to cover up how red they were from crying?

I’ve felt like this for months now. Every so often my mood will plummet. Very rapidly. Maybe I’ll see something that will remind me just how fucking alone I feel and it sends me on a downward spiral. I can feel my chest constricting, making it harder to breathe. The thoughts turn on myself. Just how much I hate myself. Just how much of an awful person I really am. I ask what the point in me doing anything really is? What’s the point in getting up in the morning? What’s the point in me trying to work hard?

The loneliness I feel is nearly crippling. I don’t have a boyfriend, I have very few friends - only one of which actually lives within an hour’s drive away from me. I don’t have a social life. I never get invited to shit. It makes me feel physically sick sometimes when I see things about being in a relationship.

But I’ve never felt like I can outwardly and openly show these true emotions. I’ve always had to be the strong one. I’ve always had to be the support for other people - the one people turn to when they just need someone to be strong for them and assure them everything is going to be ok. But recently, it’s becoming harder and harder for me to be the strong one. I may seem like I’m strong on the outside…but in reality, on the inside I’m broken. I’m falling to pieces and no one bats an eyelid. Everything inside me is held together with the tiniest of threads - threatening to snap at any moment.

To then be told tonight that I need to stop using my tablet/computer/phone so much and to “stop chatting to people in America you don’t really know”…that was a real knife to the chest. I’m supposed to stop talking to the one person that I’m guaranteed to talk to every day? I’m supposed to stop talking to probably the one person that has given me a reason to keep going and keep getting up every morning? The person that over nearly three years has come to know me better than probably anyone else on this planet? Great, just tell me to abandon everything that makes me fucking happy.

I’m scared - no, petrified - to tell anyone that this is how I’ve been feeling. I’m worried that they’ll just shrug it off and say it’s just hormones or I’m just being silly.

I’m sick of feeling like this. I’m sick of feeling anything at all.

  #Just needed to get some things off my chest    #tw: depression    #personal things  
fluffyskeletons:

It’s time….

fluffyskeletons:

It’s time….

hyboothry:

hybridthry:

what’s booker’s favourite drink?

mountain dewitt

just kidding it’s scotch and regret

yiffmebabyonemoretime:

sometimes things are tough but look at this bun

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ladymalchav:

Chris Evans behind the scenes of Captain America: The First Avenger

gameboycolorenvy:

you now cosplay your icon for every day of your life from now on how screwed are you

  #...I cosplay Delsin anyway...so...SCORE    #I wear the clothes for it even when I'm not co splaying  

asgardiantelevision:

queerhawkeye:

how to spot a fake geek boy: says deadpool is heterosexual

theblargmonstrosity:

spooky-heichou:

shy-kaneki-ken:

alwaysblind:

"your full name without an E,F,R,S,K,I,M,L,C,A,Y,N"

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